esp those whose days are not as happy..
today was report book day. altho i may have improved,
i might have felt a slight sense of relief at first but it died down after looking at those who deproved.
yes. it is sad to leave a class filled with ur buddies. but its not confirmed yet..
and the road doesnt end here..but
i noe cuz i have felt it at mid yr. the anxiety and fear.
it may not be comparable to yours as feelings cannot be measured.
but i felt it once. i started losing confidence tt i can do better, that i will make it.
the question of what if its not enough. but tt long term worry juz went to the back of my mind
juz like how i treated my studies at mid yr.
but no matter where we end up, life has to go on, one of the lines i used to hate the most.
ups and downs makes life.
as long as you did ur best, i dun see why someone should cry.
but if u didnt give it ur all, it doesnt end here, you can always work hard next year.
altho u may be with a diff group of people working hard with u, you might actually discover something better.
be optimistic. look at the brighter side of life. and its not the end.
it doesnt apply to all.
i havent had any deep entries lately. and since i feel really strong about this.
i guess.
i kinda hope someone would approach me.
i feel kinda worried strangely.
if you cry, i will cry with you.
isnt tt line always in the chain mail? haha i guess its quite true.
smile peeps.
totheloo! *ger~